comfortable

the soft seductive glow
bussing your sweet face
i see you over there
in your old familiar place
sometimes you give me glances
in special circumstances

but usually i just feel you
and your cosmic energy

i'm floating in my world
and you're somewhere there in yours
somehow our drifting orbits
simultaneously occur
we're speaking without sound
in the silence all around

I'm happy I can feel you
and your cosmic energy

trust me

(v1)you're just
the kind
of girl i like:
pretty
and stupid
and rich

I'm the kind
of boy
you can't resist:
tall
and certain
and a little bit mean

(chorus)
trust me, trust me
I'm not gonna hurt you
trust me, trust me
baby you can change me
trust me, trust me
we will be so different
from the last girl I left
crying alone

(v2)
you say
that we
can get this right
together
and happy
sounds great

if you
don't want
to fight tonight
shut up
give in
come on

(chorus)

(bridge)
if we can't work this out (it's your fault)
you knew me from the start (who I am)
you said you didn't care (so stupid)
I don't need you anyway (you bitch)

(chorus) x2

a bone

come on universe
throw me a bone
I'm tired of scrounging around in the trash
i've begged and pleaded
I've even prayed
I've lit the candles and chanted the chants

I've done it all
but it doesn't seem to help
come on universe
come on

what should i say
what should i do
what magic tricks will see me through
I've conjured
I've pondered
I've threatened the spirits

I've done it all
but it nothing helps
come on universe
come on

If I were there

If I were there
If I were there

I'd hold you close
and pet your hair

I'd make a dirty joke
just to hear you laugh again
just to make you laugh again

If I were there

If I were there
If I were there

I'd hold you close
to show I care

I'd make a stupid face
just to see you smile again
just to make you smile again

If I were there

But I'm not there
No, I'm not there

you keep reminding me
reminding me
that I'm no longer there

No, I'm not there
I can't be there

I'm far away
so far away
I can't show you how I care

in another time
on another day
I was there
to make you smile
to be your smile

but now
I'm not there

do you think of me?

Do you think of me
when i leave your sight?
Do your eyes ever wander
to the place I was?
Do you think of me
when I'm not around?
Do you think of me?
Do you think of me?

Do you think of me
when you're somewhere else?
Do miss my passion
when you're all alone?
Do you think of me
when you wet your lips?
Do you think of me?
Do you think of me?

I wish I
could always be
right there with you

the next best thing
is always knowing
that i can count on you

can I count on you
when I'm not around?
do you miss me
when I'm out of town?
do you hunger?
do you miss my sound?
do you think of me?
do you think of me?

one and only: you

(v1)

Falling

Falling

Falling in love all over again

hanging on your every syllable

I'm falling in love all over again

enamored with you, you're so incredible

How do you do it?

You intoxicate me

I'll never know you

But you've always thrilled this silly little heart

and you always will, I can't resist you

[chorus]

i hear you

my idol

my one

my only

i hear you

my hero

the one

the only

i love you

perfection

you're one

you're only

i love you

forever

my one

my only

one and only

the one

the only

the one and only: 

you

[v2]

tuesday

tuesday

a long awaited tuesday

you drop the new album

I'm falling in love all over again

choked up in ecstasy, you're so powerful

you sing a sonnet

bang on your piano

I'll never know you

but still I'm dizzy, and giddy, and crying

you always do this, I can't resist you

[CHORUS]

[bridge]

and i'm lying alone in a broken down bed

in nothing but headphones

and your glorious sound

the tears mix with giggles

the sighs dance with smiles

i can feel you inside as you float all around

[chorus]

lucky charm

sit back down

you're not goin' anywhere

i'm on a streak

and you're my lucky charm

sit back down

you're not goin' anywhere

I'm gonna win

because you're my lucky charm

[prechorus]

maybe I'm crazy

maybe its a fluke

but I'm just so lucky

so lucky with you

maybe I'm wrong

maybe this is bad

but you're the luckiest charm

I've ever had

so sit back down

[chorus]

Lucky, lucky, lucky, lucky

Lucky charm

you're my lucky charm

(x2)

(v2)

sit your ass down

you're not going anywhere

not, not going anywhere

as long as I win.

One more hand

I'm up and I'm on a roll

I'm winning and I can't lose

cause you're my lucky charm

[prechorus]

[chorus] * 2

tiny flowers

(v1)

we fought

another stupid fight

a day of heavy sighs

the ruin of a night

a good time we will never have with each other

I said

you never seem to care

you never pay attention

i'm sick of that blank stare

a look that says you're body's here but you're with another

[prechorus]

you insist you're all in

you insist I'm crazy

and you swear you'll make it up

next time you'll pay attention

[chorus]

then you send me

tiny, tiny flowers

the kind that make me smile

the kind you know I love

my favorite tiny little flowers

tiny, tiny flowers

a way you show you care

its all I need to know

that you love me

just tiny little flowers

[v2]

we make up

why'd we even fight?

maybe I was wrong

crazy from this love

Guess I blew it out of proportion

we kiss

start to sort things out

everything seems fine

then you talk again

and I remember why I was angry

[prechorus]

you didn't mean to hurt me

you beg for me to calm down

and you swear you'll make it up

you have the best of intentions

[CHORUS]

Julian

(v1)

He looks a bit like me

but somehow more beautiful

He's got that certain swagger

a dandy little dapper

He dresses to the 9s yeah

He knows just want to say

He distinguished and a determined

He always gets his way

(prechorus)

Somehow he managed to take

the things that I just couldn't manage

and change them into a a great big advantage

he's smooth and charming

his smile's disarming

(Chorus)

Julian

Ju-Ju-Ju-Julian

How can I compete with Julian?

Julian

Ju-Ju-Ju-Julian

The best parts of me and a little something extra

Julian

Ju-Ju-Ju-Julian

Ju-Ju-Ju

Ju-Ju-Ju

Ju-Ju-Ju

Ju-Ju-Ju

Julian

(v2)

He struts right in

from across the Atlantic

saying 'loo' and 'bird'

and 'bloody' and 'brilliant'

The girls all drool

over his accented vowels

and his thrift store suit

and cute little scowls

(prechorus)

(chorus)

(bridge)

Julian come right over here

Julian let us show you a good time, a good time

Julian let us make you smile

Julian take me home tonight

(chorus)

Careless

(v1)

I know you didn't mean the harm

I know you didn't plan this

You're just a clueless silly boy

You're just a little careless

You never knew the thing to say

You never knew the things to do

You're just a clueless silly girl

and careless me loves careless you

(CHORUS)

Careless

We were careless

Tripping over careless words

Accidentally killing each other

Careless lovers in a careless war

Careless

Stupid, careless

Best intentions gone array

Stupid careless hurting each other

Careless lovers in a careless war

(v2)

You forgot my favorite color

You forgot our 1.5

I know I shouldn't get so crazy

No big deal, I'll survive

You never asked for all my tears

They always longed to see you

They fight to flee from my silly head

and run down my face to see you

just to see you

(CHORUS)

look so good

[v1]

people don't like it

when you're in the middle

make up your, make up your mind

we wanna know it

fickle and needy

saying that your greedy

make a choice, make a choice

choose one or the other

[prechorus]

they just don't understand

its not a choice, its not just indecision (indecision)

you've got an eye for perfect subtly

you're sensitive to a world bustling with chemistry

[chorus]

why does he have to look good, look good

why does she have to look good, look good

why do they have to look good,

look so good

look so good

to me?

why does she have to look good, look good

why does he have to look good, look good

why do they have to look good,

look so good

look go fucking good

to me?

[v2]

why does it matter

why they gotta label?

make a choice, make a choice

choose one or the other

why are they asking

who you wanna be with

make up your, make up your mind

they gotta know it

[prechorus]

they just want to put you in a box

they can't control, they can't understand it

you've got a fire that melts their stupid chains

you'll burn their world and fuck their tiny brains

[CHORUS]

didn't know

[v1]

I see you standing there across the room

suddenly I'm standing right next you

don't know how I got here so fast

just so happy you look so happy

I see you walking there across the street

suddenly I'm standing next to your feet

must be magic, can't explain it

Just so happy, can't contain it

[CHORUS]

didn't know

didn't know

I could fly so high

so high

without my wings on

forgot to put my wings back on

didn't know

didn't know

I could fly so high

so high

without my wings on

forgot to put my wings back on

with you i never need

to put my wings back on

[v2]

you've got that smile that sends me into a cloud

and floats me back down safely to the ground

don't know how you manage to do it

just do happy you look so happy

I see you walking coming around my way

its enough to make my every day

must be love now, can't explain it

just so happy, can't contain it

[Chorus]

[bridge]

didja even know that you could send me to the moon

with just a smile?

just a look

just a word

just a moment of.... (overlaps) you

didja even know that you could send me straight to heaven?

with just a smile

just a look

or beckon my soul back

from the depths of the deepest darkness baby?

[slow chorus alt1]

didn't know

didn't know I could fly so high

without my wings on

don't think i need to put my wings back on

[chorus]

what sexy is

(v1)

she made me smile

she made me nervous (nervous)

she made me look away

she made me giggle (g-g-g-giggle)

she made me laugh

she made me blush

she made me stutter (st-st-st-st-utter)

she made me, she made me, she made me

[Chorus]

when he

put on that corset

and when he

put on that wig

when she

fluttered her lashes

I just lost all my preconceptions

I just lost all my, all my, all my

I just lost all my silly preconceptions

of what sexy is

[v2]

she made me crazy

she made me wild (I went wild)

she made me cross my legs

she made me wonder (what is going on now?)

she made me question

she made me stare (I couldn't look away)

she made me stutter (st-st-st-stutter)

she made me, she made me, she made me

[CHORUS]

[bridge]

don't you try to

put her in a box

put me in a box

i'd put her in my box

don't you try to

tell me what to feel

tell me who feel

you can't tell me this ain't real

I don't care if

they say that this ain't right

she's only her tonight

I'll be with her tonight

and tomorrow

we can work

all the details

out

[bridge repeats]

[Chorus!]

a little

In the silence of the moment

I can only hear you breathe

the devastation of hesitation

the flash of doubt that I perceive

(prec)

and in that terrible heart beat when you don't give your reply

(chorus)

I die

a little

cuz you say won't say that you love me

I die

a little

cuz you won't say that you need me

I die

a little

cuz I'm scared you never will

I die

a little

come on just go in for the kill

(v2)

how can you sit there and just watch me suffer?

a wounded creature in the dirt

you see me writhing from your deafening silence

you know your words can heal my hurt

(prec 2)

but still you stand there in your indecision

killing me slowly with your inhibition

and then you ask me not to cry

(CHORUS)

Gaga

[v1]

I'm sick of walkin' around

so invisible

people pass me by

I'm so invisible

looking right on through

I'm invisible

no one ever notices

invisible me

invisible me

beat up jeans and a t

so invisible

another passerby

I'm so invisible

nothing here to see

I'm invisible

no one ever notices

invisible me

invisible me

[prechorus]

tonight that's all gonna change

the universe will rearrange

I'll glam it up, I'll steal the scene

I'll strut on in, all eyes on me....

[chorus]

Tonight I'm gonna be GAGA!

Maybe tomorrow I'll be BRITNEY!

I'll tuck it in

I'll paint my face

I'll shake my ass

I'll tear up this place

Tonight I'm gonna be GAGA!

Maybe tomorrow I'll be BRITNEY!

I'll sparkle

I'll shimmer

for all to see

and tonight everybody's in love with me

[v2]

when i command the room

I'm incredible

when I dip down so low

I'm unstoppable

when I catch your eye

I'm irresistible

when I look back and smile

I'm unforgettable

[prechorus 2]

tonight your life is going to change

your universe will rearrange

I'll glam it up, I'll steal the scene

I'll strut on in, your eyes on me....

[CHORUS]

and tonight you're all in love with me...

[CHORUS] x2

[CHORUS 2]

Say good bye to BRIAN

tonight I'm gonna be BRITNEY

I'll tuck it in

I'll paint my face

I'll shake my ass

I'll tear up this place

Goodbye BRIAN!

Tonight I'm BRITNEY!

I sparkle

I shimmer

for all to see

and tonight everybody's in love with me

that song

[v1]

it happened

in an instant

I saw you

and lost my heart

i fumbled

and i dropped it

you just smiled

and picked it up

a dizzy rush

intoxication

a desperate need

to be with you

You had my heart

I had to follow

hypnotized

lost in your fog

[prechorus]

could it be [gasp/noise]

could it be [gasp/noise]

it happened so fast

but it happened so fast

how could it be [gasp/noise]?

how could it be [gasp/noise]?

if i don't say it out loud then it won't be true

[chorus]

You

You

I only want you

every minute, every second

I'm thinking of you

You

You

I only need you

every story, every song

Reminds me of you

I only want you

I only need you

I'm thinking of you

[v2]

but I had

a little secret

i was afraid

to say out loud

I knew

I had to tell you

I didn't know

you'd throw me out

I thought

that you would save me

but instead

you turned away

you threw my heart

right back at me

it hit the ground

and broke apart

[prechorus]

[chorus]

[bridge]

and I

realized

that I

didn't love you anymore

when I

heard that song

and it

/didn't break my heart/

and in a way

/that broke my heart/

because that was when I realized

that love

can die

She swings

[[I imagine this song as power pop/pop rock. Fast overall, up beat, but slows down at some places.]]

[v1]

she smiles

feeling his hands on the small of her waist

she laughs

as she flies back and forth at a giddy pace

her heart

is soaring as high as the tip of her nose

her feet

are dancing on air as she wiggles her toes

[prechorus 1]

she says

'i think the sun is getting brighter

the clouds have gone, i wanna go higher

promise me that this is forever n-o-o-ow'

[chorus]

and she swings and she swings

and she swings and she swings

breeze always tousling her long brown hair

and she swings and she swings

and she swings and she swings

an airborne heart now without a care

and she swings and she swings

and she swings and she swings

and she swings

[v2]

she smiles

feeling his hands on the side of her hip

she gasps

as scoops her on up and goes for a dip

her mind

is whirling along to the beat of the song

her arms

encircle his neck as he rocks her along

[prechorus 2]

she says

'i think the music's getting stronger

the blues are gone, Can we go a little longer?

Promise me that this is forever n-o-o-ow'

[Chorus]

[bridge]

and she swings

through the park

on her brightest day

through a pulsing club

just to hear him say

[bridge 2]

that the pain of her past is ending

she was down but he'll swing her back up

he's thinks her broken heart's worth mending

and he swears he'll never give up

he'll never give up

[Short music break]

[bridge 3]

and she swings

through their living room

when he thought she'd be out

to the bedroom door

when she heard a shout

and she sees him swinging with another girl

she just stops and stares at her crumbing world

and she swings and she swings

and she swings and she swings

(x3)

and she swings

[v3]

she cries

leaving a note that she knows he'll find

she climbs

up on a chair to leave it all behind

her hands

shake as they fumble with the dangling string

her breath

mixes with air as she has one last swing

[PAUSE]

[CHORUS]

Falling in love

Two strangers in the park

falling in love again

Two strangers in the park

falling in love again

[CHORUS]

And they're falling in love

with falling in love

then they're falling in love again

They're falling in love

with falling in love

then they're falling in love again

she's falling in love with his dark black hair

and he's falling in love with her eyes

she's falling in love with the slope of his neck

he's falling in love with her beautiful thighs

[Chorus]

he's falling in love with the thought of her smile

she's falling in love with his glance

he's falling in love with the tips of her fingers

she's falling in love with the thought of a chance

to fall in love

to fall in love again

to fall in love

to fall in love again

[Chorus x2]

glitter and champagne

((This song should be SUPER upbeat, dancy type song. I wrote this out in a way to remind me of the way I sing it. ignore the fact that I put parts of it in /slashes/. just notes for myself.))

Some/times/ you forget /that/ you're freaking fabulous

you stumble and break your heel

some/times/ your big /strut/ goes unnoticed

and you feel you've /lost/ your sex appeal

I've fallen down and landed on my face

many times before

I'm well acquainted with the slip of the tongue

and the taste of a dirty floor

don't

let

that

get you down

don't

for-

get

to look a-round

There

are things

that

al-ways help

to pep you up

when

life

shuts you down

[CHORUS]

g-g-g-glitter!

and champagne

g-g-g-glitter!

and champagne!

when life just sucks

and you're going insane

sprinkle glitter everywhere

and drink champagne

and drink champagne

he's walking away, slow motion heart break

and she never calls you back

he forgot your name, she screamed out another

the reds all fade to black

you're lost in the fog, you forgot your bread crumbs

you're tripping on your dress

forget what they said, drown all your sorrows

you're such a sexy mess

nevermind

the

stupid conclusions

Just rethink

all

your

desperate delusions

There

are things

that

al-ways help

to pep you up

when

life

shuts you down

[CHORUS x3]

A tale of 2 marios

[v1]

mario

is 10 feet tall

mario

is very small

mario

is singular

mario

is popular

mario

is shiny and new

mario

is tried and true

mario

has caught her eye

mario

believes her lie

[prechorus]

she loves mario

then she loves mario

then she loves mario again

[chorus]

choose

choose

its time for you to choose

make up your mind, set someone free

you can't sing a duet, with 1, 2, 3

choose

choose

or everyone will lose

make up your mind, set someone free

you can't sing a duet, with 1, 2, 3

1, 2

3

[v3]

mario

has pretty lips

mario

has skinny hips

mario

lacks poise and grace

mario

has a pretty face

mario

is never late

mario

forgot a date

mario

always understands

mario

is in her long term plans

Can she change her plans?

Will she change her plans?

[prechorus]

[BRIDGE]

mario and mario

can't see what's going on

mario and mario

just names in a worn out love song

mario and mario

are fighting for her heart and mind

beauty striking two marios completely stupid blind

how can they be so blind?

She'll leave them both behind.

[prechorus]

[chorus]

Stardust

A million years ago

in a blinding flash

the stars exploded

with a deafening crash

they spread their pollen across the galaxy

and a million years later became you and me

you and me

When I see you

so depressed

I can't believe

you aren't impressed

with the wonder

that's inside of you

you're amazing

there's nothing you can't do

I believe in you

[CHORUS]

You are stardust

you are magical

You are stardust

you're invincible

you are stardust

so spectacular

and someday they all will see

you're stardust, baby

I've always known

you were something great

from the moment we met

you just illuminate

you're enchanting

you're one of a kind

you're the greatest

leave your doubts behind

and you will find...

[CHORUS]

Sometimes you fall

but don't we all?

and sometimes you forget

that you're a magical blinding light

sometimes they say

that you're light will fade someday

but everytime they doubt

you double up

do your part

dig on deep inside that heart

turn around

stand up tall

flash so bright

that you blow

them

all

away

you always blow them all away

COME ON AND BLOW THEM ALL AWAY!

[CHORUS]

Who am I?

I'm a needy thing

can't be alone

I'm a desperate creature

searching for a home

I'm a painted clown

who lives to entertain

I'm a strutting peacock

loud and vain

[Chorus]

Who am i when I'm all alone (x3)
Who am I?

I'm a child
Who's getting older
A crier
Who needs a shoulder
A poet
Who can't find the right words to say
Doesn't matter anyway

I fight

for the excitement

I cry

just to feel it

I sing

so they will watch me

I flirt

so you will want me

[CHORUS]

Do I exist when no one's looking?

Who am I? Who am I?

Or when I'm lying in the dark?

Who am I? Who am I?

And if I were to scream at the top of my lungs

on the busy, crowded street

in the middle of the day

would they all look away

or would someone finally see

right through me

and tell me just who i am?

[Chorus]

the right words to say

[V1]

Take a secret song

sing it wrong

then stick it in your pocket

Take a hidden tune

fail to croon

then save it in a locket

[Chorus]

somethings you can't just toss away

a melody you long to play

save it for a better day

until you find the right words to say

the right words to say

the right words to say

[V2]

Search for the word

you heard

but it came from inside

give up the fight

good night

well, at least you tried

[CHORUS]

[BRIDGE]

words wandering around the room

so exposed and uncontainable

slipping wildly out of reach

chase them round until I'm out of breath

I'm out of breath

out of

breath

[chorus]

My First Official Challenge (Not lyrics)

I have received my first official artistic challenge. Janice pointed out that all my songs are negative and sad and so has challenged me to write one positive/happy song a week. I have decided to accept this challenge on the grounds that the lyrics don't have to be any good. :P I guess we will see what comes of this.

The exact words were:

"something happy

or at least positive.

or not about something devastating."

FRIEND DAY

[[PREFACE: Janice challenged me to write a happy song. So.. uh... here's my first ever attempt at a happy song. It's awful. LOL. Suck it.]]

snapping a pic

rocking the mall

having a drink

having a ball

shopping for nothing

laughing at 2s

mani pedi

nothing to lose!

[Chorus]

Friend day

friend day

just us two rocking a friend day

friend day

friend day

update your status it's a friend day

Hanging around

watching cooking shows

flipping the channels

anything goes

then cruising to nowhere

who knows where it ends

even running out of gas

is fun with your friends

[CHORUS]

Can I have my heart back?

can I have my heart back?

you're done using it anyway

I know I gave it to you

but you're gonna throw it away

walk away

I'm always late

I'm always behind

I'm never there

I'm always unkind

I say the wrong thing

at the wrong moment

I don't understand

I don't even try

I leave a big mess

I just make you cry

I'm insensitive

to all your inner turmoil

I don't pick up my clothes

I don't clean up my mess

I don't notice your hair

and I couldn't care less

I'm impossible to live with

you'd be better off alone

[chorus]

I never never listen to what you say

just walk away

just walk away

I never never listen to a single thing you say

anyway

just walk away

just walk away

just walk away

You've had enough

you're fed up with me

you're sick of waiting

you wanna be free

you're done putting up with all my

crazy bullshit

You've forgiven too much

You've waited too long

you're done putting up

you're heard the last song

you're done waiting for this kid at heart

to grow up finally

[CHORUS]

I'm changing too late

You've made up your mind

I oughta give up

You're gonna leave me behind

you're packing your bags

I beg you to stay

I'm crying alone

you're driving away

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oranges and limes

oranges and limes

oranges and limes

everything comes down to

oranges and limes

looked up

spoke out

shot down

turned off

oranges and limes

oranges and limes

I did it all for

oranges and limes

oranges and limes

oranges and limes

everything comes down to

oranges and limes

shut up

shut out

shut down

shut off

oranges and limes

oranges and limes

everything comes down to

oranges and limes

stood up

walked out

sat down

drove off

oranges and limes

oranges and limes

I did it all for

oranges and limes

what, what, what

when they look at me

what do they see

a sprite, a sparkle, a novelty?

and when they look elsewhere

do i disappear

fade into the white space underneath your chair?

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what, what, what

am I suppose to be?

how, how, how

can I find out?

when, when, when

will I be me?

why, why, why

am I always so full of doubt?

the shadow of a moment

a glimmer of enjoyment

then falling face down into a pool of resentment

when you see this face

can you place

when it fits in time and space?

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